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Ishak Johari. 18 this year. 19 next year. 20 two years after. 21 three years.. Ah,you get the point.


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Saturday, 14 March 2009 /
care.is that a sin?a crime?if so,how do you think my punishment should be like?it's wrong now,isn't it,caring for you?and hey,let me tell you something.if you cant even stand up to correct your friends' wrongs,i doubt if you can even be teaching anyone about religion.you saw your friend doing ikhtila'.you knw what's ikhtila'.how about if you go up to her and tell her it's wrong?i've never even dared to go within 1 metre of you,and here's your friend,doing it.or do you want me to be like that guy?is that it?is that what love is all about?getting together always,holding hands?please,it's still too early.you can call this relationship off you want to.i'm trying to repent here.i'm not conspiring with you in not telling what's right or wrong.

i love you.bt the love i have been dreaming about involves me only satisfying myself only by looking into your eyes.and i want you to be strong.please,try for some strength.you showed me me potential and i love and respect you for that.but please.honestly,i dont like the company you keep.they are wild.you are not.you are miss goody two-shoes and i love you for that.so,please.i beg you because i love you.

this has been emotional.bt i cant keep it in any longer.sorry guys,for that outburst.now for the update.

didnt go to school because i was lazy.so i went to someplace much nearer.not telling you where though.had some fun at that place,but then again that's also when the emotions began building up inside me.i love her.and yes,i admit it.i get jealous at times without any particular reason at all.maybe thats just me.emo ishak.and salbiah,kau tak proud ke abg fad ckp kiteorg 2 da young adults?tak lama lagi kita tak pakai uniform la eh sis?i cant wait to see juwina's face when i graduate and tell her she's still got one more year to go.and arfina too.and i would also like to take this oppurtunity to congratulate and egg on kak farhana.jarang ishak dengar budak ITE ke masjid.syabas kak.kalau banyak orang lagi mcm kakak mesti orang2 lain ubanh tanggapan mereka tentang budak ITE.so keep it up,sis!

am going to be busy for the whole week.bahas discussions.library trip(if it's confirmed) and lots of other un-said stuff.till here i guess.bubbye.

remember,i still love you.
just try for some strength okay?

@ 6:22 pm