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Ishak Johari. 18 this year. 19 next year. 20 two years after. 21 three years.. Ah,you get the point.
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Sunday, 15 March 2009
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You know what?i'm scared for you.going for that camp thing.god,i hate getting suspicions.hate getting jealous.and i hate thinking about you all the time.to anyone reading this blog,i would like to pose this question.is all this part of love?gee,now i knw why they say it's harmful.but you know what?i'm not going to stop.i'll keep having you in my heart.sure,i hate thinking about you.but somehow,somewhat,it's the only thing that seems to get me going everyday.it's one of the things that made me want to be a better person.i don't want any guy out there thinking he's better than me to snatch you away from me.yes,you heard it right.i'm unwilling to let you go,and i will do anything to make sure i have a special place in your heart.and if one of the things include changing myself,then hell yeah.i'll do it.(my message for miss A ends here.)
so,today was quite fun.i got bullied by arfina who's two years younger than me.go ahead and laugh,bt that girl is one crazy fella.proposed an idea to abg fad and i'm glad he accepted."if there's one visionary,then it's you."said abg fad."cakap dia pun da mcm ustaz" said mak aka ustazh nooraini.haha.oh,and ,"kalau ustazah ade anak pmpn ustzh calon kan awak"-unknown ustazah.okay,itu tak penting.jangan jealous tau awak.abang masih kepunyaan awak.ate nasi dulang(s) with three other guys.actually it's supposed to be nasi briyani.supposed to.haha.abg fad,start feeling guilty now!right, i know i'm evil.on the way home from Hasanah it rained.actually it's a thunderstorm.caused by me,according to salbiah,because my singing is bad.
saw many things which made me realise how powerful He is.trees with broken branches.a signboard that nearly hit the bus i'm on.everything.You made me feel scared,and i thank You for that.thank you for making me realise that i am human after all.thank you Allah.
reached home and no one's in.but mee soto already on the table.my lucky day.then mum called asking if i would like anything.said no.i'm too tired for anything,except maybe her. ;D
going to school tomorrow.and as i'm sure it'll be a boring day tomorrow,i swear that i will not update this blog for a week.
I love you,everyday,
Every month,Every year.
I love you forever.
@ 8:19 pm