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Ishak Johari. 18 this year. 19 next year. 20 two years after. 21 three years.. Ah,you get the point.


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Wednesday, 13 May 2009 /
I feel bad because Juwina has been tagging as though I'm posting every week when I'm doing quite the contrary.So this is a post just to make up the numbers.

Exam's over,well,at least that's what I think.I'm going to solat hajat tonight and pray that Mdm B decides that some simple history learning will do,instead of a mock exam next Friday.Orang baruuu nak relax.Last Monday was Physical Geography and Combined Science Paper 1.It went quite well.Exam papers go quite well when you revise every night,that's what I found this year(Ini lah org bodoh.Orang lain dah find out sejak berzaman lagi.).

Tuesday's Insya and Maths Paper 1 was quite easy.I swear to God that was the most easiest maths paper I've ever done.I just hope that the O level paper would be something like that.Wednesday's Malay Paper 3 and Human Geography was easy,because Malay Paper 3 only requires logic and some listening while I had dedicated half this half-year to revising Human Geography.

Thursday's Malay Paper 2 and Physics Paper 2 was hard and easy.Malay Paper 2 was hard because I don't have much malay left in me.Physics Paper 2 was easy because I've been loving Mdm S all this half-year (that sounds wrong,I know).Friday's Maths Paper 2,well,it was easy.But I forgot to do 1 question which was worth 12 marks so I'm a goner.

This Monday's Paper 3 for Combined Science was a disaster because I do not have any talents in Chemistry whatsoever.Yesterday's English Paper 2 was easy,but as I'm trying not to be so arrogant and snobbish,I won't comment on how easy the paper really was.Today's Arabic Paper 2,well,let's not talk about it.

This particular paragraph goes out to someone.If you are listening,please take it back,the pain you've given me.I do not care what you do exactly with my life.Damage the whole of my left brain for all I care.Just please,don't take Jamila Abdullah away from me.We may fight often and we may have a lot of differences,but I hope you've seen how much I cared for her at times.She is my mother,and I am her first son,so this relationship is really quite special.I love her in my own way.I mean,just because I don't agree with her points of view means I hate her right?Please,I know she'll have to go sooner or later,just don't let it be now.

This other short paragraph goes out to another someone.2 months,and last Monday was by far the hardest you've hurt me.I know you're young and stuff,but for once,please appreciate me being in your life ok?Don't make me out as someone who really is disturbing you.You're the one that texted me,so I thought it was all clear.Just don't do it again.I hate having to bear with the thought that I am someone who disturbs you,and it makes me feel guilty.I hate guilt.And I hate feeling guilty about you.I love you.



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Tag more,Juwina.And I might just come up with another post.

@ 4:50 pm