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Ishak Johari. 18 this year. 19 next year. 20 two years after. 21 three years.. Ah,you get the point.


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Wednesday, 24 June 2009 /
Today,you have scarred me.

It's ok.Never mind.I mean,he's always better than me,right?Yeah,he's supposed to be the more experienced one right?So any help you want,you just have to ask him.I'm nobody.Hell,I doubt if you're even bothering about me.Why should you?

You have your own problems,right?So,it's about helping your friend.So be it.Go on.Work together with him more often because he is such an expert on these things.I know nothing.I've never helped a friend get back on track.I've never saved a friend from committing suicide.Nope,I'm just this old dumbell who keeps annoying you by asking how you are.I keep annoying you by caring for you.

All these times,I've always tried making you happy.And yeah,this time,I'll make you happy still.No revenging from me,okay?You're free to go and do whatever you want,if that makes you happy.

So are you happy?Yeah?Good.Don't mind about me.I'll just rot here,right here,caring for my own feelings.Oh,just a hint.If you really want to care for someone,care for their feelings first.I wish I could cut open my heart and show you how bloodied,battered and bruised my heart is.

Yes,I am hurt.

But I don't mind,as long as you're happy.
You are happy,right?

Anonymous taggers,f**k off.
I really don't need your crap.

@ 7:57 pm