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Ishak Johari. 18 this year. 19 next year. 20 two years after. 21 three years.. Ah,you get the point.
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Sunday, 19 July 2009
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I guess I'd better get this off my heart right now.17 years have passed since that fateful night in which I was born.And through that 17 years,I've been taught one very important principle by my father.Loyalty.And let's look at where loyalty has got me now.
Firstly,to Tony,Roger and Kamal.2 years has passed since we made that pact to stay together as a band of musicians no matter what.One of us is now gone,yeah,but that doesn't mean the band is distrupted too.It may sound stupid for a 17-year-old to take over and control guys that are older than him,but I'm trying okay?Just show me the one thing I've pledged to all of you these 2 years.
To dear sir,when you walked into my class in 2005,I must tell you that I'm greatly overwhelmed.To me,you are a legend.But 4 years on,that loyalty I have shown to you is fading.I have always tried to impress you no matter what.True,some of my methods are sometimes stupid.But hey,I tried.But so far all I have gotten from you is a looking down and some name-calling and jibes.These names and jibes you throw at me sometimes do hurt,sir.
Mum,we may not agree on several things,but I have always loved you.Just try to go soft on me at times,please.I have a voice too.I even have a mind of my own.I'm not asking you to let me do whatever I want,just let me have a say and please,do consider some of my ideas.
To you,its been 4 months.And I have discovered one thing.I'm always the one to start all these conversations.I'm the one who does most of the 'How do you do?'.And yeah,I may make mistakes sometimes but I feel that I've had my fair share of hurting from you too.I'm just asking,when will this stop?When will you decide that maybe I can't stand any more of this mental torture you're giving me and at least tell me the value of Ishak Johari in your life?I know that you always said that you don't really know all this relationship stuff,but hey,don't tell me you 're not trying to learn as well?
I'm staying loyal to you.All I'm saying is that after 4 months,at least I get to see a teeny weeny bit of my reward.Please.I beg you.
Dad,I'm holding on to your principle.But I don't know for how long.
@ 1:20 pm