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Ishak Johari. 18 this year. 19 next year. 20 two years after. 21 three years.. Ah,you get the point.
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Wednesday, 22 July 2009
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To Dearest,I didn't know how much I meant to you all this time.4 1/2 months,and all I did was to moan about you.Getting myself hurt because of you.Yet I didn't know how much you have hurt yourself because of me.How could I not see it all these times?God,I have been stupid.
So young,to be suffering so much.Yet you still endured,and to do it for about 3 months was more than icredible.Special I call it.I didn't know why you even stayed on with a jerk like me but now I know.
You didn't love me.What you had for me was more than love.Something stronger than love.I have heard many stories of people being madly in love and then breaking up because of small thing.What I had done to you was to take a dagger and just slice through your heart,but you held on.
I'm sorry.Sorry for sufferings you had while with me.I swear that if I could turn back time,I'd like to undo all I've done so we can be taintless.Too late for that,but I promise you this--the future will be bright.I have woken up.
And thank you.Thank you for accepting me in the first place.It takes a lot of risk to be with someone like me,but you took it.God is Almighty,but I have my will with me all the time.And I'm gonna use all of it to at least make you happy.You have my word.
Sincerest,
Ishak Johari.
@ 9:31 pm