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Ishak Johari. 18 this year. 19 next year. 20 two years after. 21 three years.. Ah,you get the point.


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Saturday, 5 September 2009 /
Hello world.
I am currently on my friend's laptop which he so illegally brings to a charity event.I wanted to call him a moron,but decided against it.Why?Because I just found a way to take advantage of the situation.And if I call him a moron for bringing along his lappy,then I'm calling myself a moron too for using it.so yeah,definitely not calling this not-so-clever-friend-of mine a moron.
Okay.I guess you people miss me?No?oh fine...I'm updating anyway.

Monday.
Got back my English results and it way surprising.just ask yourself.how can someone not even try to do the paper well and still get A1?hee.okay,okay.I'd better stop boasting,I know.anyway,Mdm Baizah called my piece of composition a "matured,bautiful,creative writing.".Too bad its splattered by grammar mistake.still,A1.can't complain.Malay results were okay2 la I guess.

Tuesday.
Holiday.did nothing except to bet with hannah that I am really good at drawing.And hey,I do know how to draw objects at least,so I'm not really a talentless moron.Was imam for terawih,and I really pity my jemaah.sorry guys,I'll try to read faster.And screw my uncle who taught me to read slowly but didn't really tell me it's only for personal use,and not when you are leading prayers.

Wednesday.
Geography!C5!only!aaaaargghh!after all that hard work.and I got only C5!I have to say,biggest disappointment ever.Combined Science.E8.no surprises.I did not study.so there's my bleeding reward.Arab,E8.no comment.

Thursday.
I don't even know of anything memorable I did,except to draw a very beautiful picture(in my opinion).

Friday.
Finally announced to the whole Sec 5 community what I will be undergoing on September 9.Like I said guys,pray for me.And even if I go,I'm proud to have known you people.Really.

Okay,to get emotional now.To Miss A,I am really sorry for all the things I've done in the past.Should I not make it,then I want to tell you that I regret not making your life better.You deserve so much more from me,yet Time and Fate does not permit me to give you what you so deserve.But if I do make it,I will make it my number one mission to show you what I am made up of.I am much,much more then the old joker you see at school.I promise you.I will fight.

And hey,here's to someone.Izni Nurqistina.
Hope you are well over there.I just remembered you all of a sudden and yeah,Im dedicating this small space for you.Remember 2003,when I sat in front of you?We always talked about living our dreams.I can't remember what your dream was,but hey,here's the thing.Live your dream alright?I'm not sure if I can live mine after this.I hope I do.But should I can't,then you should.It's like a pact we made to ourselves six years ago.And hey,you were the first real friend I've had besides Rahman,you know that right?
On the night of September 8,I beg you to remember me.All of you.Miss A,Izni,and the whole buch of people from the Sec 5 community.Im out.

@ 1:04 pm