Ishak Johari. 18 this year. 19 next year. 20 two years after. 21 three years.. Ah,you get the point.

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Love makes you stupid - Bruno Mars.


See,I'm this lonely guy broken off from his ex-girlfriend 5 months ago,and yes,I've been looking for someone to fill my empty heart. But I'm not desperate. I'm not someone who's going to die tomorrow just because I didn't have enough love. I'm stable,or at least,my feelings are.


Then she came along with a broken heart. Crying,whimpering and whining until it bleeds my ears. And as someone who knows how hurting it can be when you lose some you put your heart into,I gave her my sympathy. I checked on her,acted as her virtual tissue,laughed with her,and cheered her up. And somehow,my acts caused her to fall for me. Or so she says.


See I knew from the day she confessed,that it wasn't real. I knew,that she fell for me because there were really no other guys around. I'm just a plaster for the cracks in her heart. To put it in a word,I'm disposable.


But hell,I said wait.I still wanted to think,and think I did.I figured,why not? Maybe when her scars are gone, she'll see me for the real guy I was. And maybe,just maybe,being with her will make me forget that other hopeless case in my heart.And then, after two months of making her wait,I said it.


She was overjoyed,she says.And called me all sorts of mushy things.My ears were on the verge of bleeding but it didn't. I smiled looking at her face,and she was beautiful.My heart lit a tiny spark,and burst into flames of love.I felt strange though.


Because those flames were flickering.


One week.Hell,I forgot what the world record for the shortest relationship was,but I'm sure this one will be up there. It's like she was in a car,and I'm the drive-thru.She got her meal,and sped off.The best thing of this all?I wasn't hurt.


Oh,and I've wiped off that hopeless case off my mind.My heart if you would have it.


I feel like the biggest fool in the world though.



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