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Ishak Johari. 18 this year. 19 next year. 20 two years after. 21 three years.. Ah,you get the point.
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Friday, 14 October 2011
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It's been a long time,hasn't it? So long,I think I may have to reintroduce myself again. Hi,my name is Ishak Johari. Second year,pursuing a diploma in Social work. Currently assistant head of Malay Drama in my school. Quite happy with my life,except for one thing. I'm still single. Now in love with a girl who might be with someone else. Might be not. I am now senior trainer for a.L.I.V.E. at Hasanah mosque. Earning just enough to live and enjoy life. I don't party that hard though.I now enjoy sneaking out at night to enjoy the cool night air. I'll be walking around,thinking just about anything. It's been a year,487 days in fact,since I've left Aida Adriana,better known previously as Miss A. Stupid young love that was. I hope I've grown wiser since the last two years,so the next time I am with someone,it'll last. (Up to this point I'll be yabbling hahahaahaha.)
I have something to say to the girl of my dreams,so here goes.
Hello,
I don't know if you knew up to this point about my feelings for you. I'm just gonna say that I like you. A lot. I'll even use the word 'love' to describe this feeling if you don't mind. I've been trying with all my might to at least know something about you. Well,I'm not handsome as you might have hoped your dream guy to be. But I do know how to draw that line for everything in my life. Most guys promise to be with you all the time. I don't go for that bull. You need your studies,your family and your friends. I will always be there when you need me though. I am a straightforward guy,so I am really dumbfound about finding all these sweet words to make you happy. My last girlfriend left me because I wasn't sweet enough. I hope that you can accept me like I am. I will care in any way I can. I will stop smoking,I swear. I will never party with wild hot sexy girls. I'll even eat a lot of sweets if you want me to be a sweet guy. And I promise not to make lame jokes. Be mine?
If only I could find the courage to say that in front of her.
@ 6:09 pm